Im mad at you. yes I am. You kept me expecting, hey I really really like to surf and be with you and when I said I am excited and thrilled to have that ride, I meant it! You kept me hanging stoked..and I hated it. Im mad. because you've set a date for a training, YOU SET THAT DATE..and yet, you didn't come. I thought I'd be seeing you again, in fact I thought I'd see you regularly..but you decided that you wouldn't want to train at that gym anymore...you said you'd move to the gym where I used to train but you're obviously undecided...you don't reply to private messages, hey it's easy to say "I'll pass this time". I guess Im mad because I miss you again...please say something..anything..send a text message, send a message over FB...get a life in FB again at the very least..Just please, don't be silent..you make me happy in a certain way that I can't explain, it's like a pill that I badly needed to take.. that even if I don't see you physically, just a little of your presence in any medium possible and I'm alright....I miss you so bad Sir...but I guess Im ready to let go of this infatuation I have for you that I kept to myself for 2 years...I like you so bad that I don't want the feeling anymore because it makes me feel sad when I don't see you or hear from you or have a little knowledge of you. I guess it's goodbye Sir D.
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